You know as I’m already an old woman… ;)

I can tell, life is not just a bowl of cherries.
(OK, in some weeks I will change my mind about that.)

Like everyone I had some bad issues, bad stories or big steps in my life I had to deal with (don’t worry I have a lot of good too).
Some was really hard.
But that’s life! And I'm always get up again after a fall, as I will say I’m a kind of fighter.

When something bad happens in my life, it doesn’t matter how many times it will take to fix it.
I will fix it.
Even if sometimes, I’ll feel completely lost, even if first, I will not know how to fix the problem.
I will fix it.

I will work on it; I’ll do my best and find solutions. And ‘till now I always did it. And it works.
Maybe sometimes I was just lucky, but most of the time it’s only because I’ll never throw the towel.

But right now, I don’t now how to fight. ‘Cause there is no fight. Only a long wait.
Oh yes it’s a fight, a fight against myself, I already had to fight against myself but not really like that!
I have to deal with my impatience. At start I’m not a huge patient person. But! Even the most patient person will become crazy waiting that the Immigration services will finally take a look about her case.

So…

As you know already, my only waiy to fight this time is making me busy as possible.


And now, making me so busy, I get another dilemma!

Some days ago I decided to write a lot, not because I’m a writer… I’m not. I just need to improve my English.

And also.


Some days ago I bought His Dark Materials trilogy, a thousand pages book… in French, I’m not ready to read that kind of book in English.


Then.

When I’m writing, I think about reading and when I’m reading I think about writing!!!
What can I do…?
Life is soooooooo cruel!

I know how to fix it. Spending all my time in my Love’s arms. And I will forget book and blog!

… I have to wait for that! My Love is still so far...
Life is really not a bowl of cherries right now.