Oh yes, it's quite normal after my "lazy" post to write now something about me working when I will be finally at home. I mean with my Love in the U.S.A.


That's something about what I worry a lot.


You know, I work now since 7 years for the same company. It's a little company. We're not more than 15 peoples including the managers. I know everyone really well. It's quite like a "family" even if its a work with work relationships.

I'm the one who is there from the start of the company. So, if you see what I mean... at work, I'm at home.

I even don't remember the last time I reviewed my resume.

Even if I had to search a new job in France it will make me afraid. 'Cause even if I have now a big knowledge about my kind of work, I have no diplomas.

I left school when I was 15 years old. All my knowledges is what I learned by myself.

And you know, even if I'm not so bad in English (for someone who learned by herself), it's not so good to. As you can see, I make a lot of mistakes, about grammar, conjugation... and my vocabulary is quite limited. And also, reading, writing... it's one thing... speaking and listening is totally different.

I understand when Richard talks really well now, but not all the time. When I'm tired, I have to pay more attention about our talk, or sometimes when he starts to speak too fast. It's OK as I told him that I don't understand and so, he repeats or explains me what he wanted to say.

I try to figure out how will be a job interview in that case. And even I'll get a job, how will be the first days, learning new things in a completely different work culture that what I know.
A new job is always kind of challenge, that is more than a challenge. For me it looks like I'll have to climb the Everest.

Will see, I have time before I'll have really to think about it. But It's scary me!